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2013年12月15日星期日

Changes

Time flies,now is the end of the year-December
This month,for me it is a quite sad month
first having a failed relationship in this month on pass 2 years
second HATE CHRISTMAS,because of somethings happen on that day
I had changed a lot
no matter physical or spirit
I had grew up after facing and solving the challenges
In the pass,I was a young little girl who always cry,always make trouble to others
Sometime I will bad temper when I facing the problem
But NOW,I am a tough girl who always positive thinking and independent
I will cool down myself when I facing the problem and try to solve it
Yea,sometime I might fidget and I will not care other's feeling
Seriously,I hurt a lot of people as well
Sorry to you all,I have my reason to do it :')

Sorry to someone that care about me and stay with me,
it was a past tense,I try to make friend between us
I hope you can accept it,although I know you may can't do it
I just want you happy,nothing much :)
I'm not suit for you,I'm not a best girl for you
You should find another good girl stay with you,but that girl sure not me...
Because I had met a good guy for me :)
We are best friend and best dance partner :)
Everytime I finish reading your blog
I know your feelings,but I can't do anything for you right now
If you feel tired of it,then just leave...
Yes,I will feel not willing to lose this best friend
but once you are feeling bad right now
then I think you should leave
I will take care myself,don't worry about me :)
And thank you,you give me a happy memories to me
I don't know you will read my blog or not
or else do other things
This is for your own good,for you future think
Yes,you may think this is not
But you will know my difficulty at last
Sorry...

After finish my event,I feel tired,tired and TIRED!
I need a long time rest,seriously!
but I need preparing final exam
This sem I almost can't catch up my study :(
but luckily I can catch up at the last
And also I having a family at college
My dancing society friends,they truly help me a lot a lot of things!
And teach me a lot of things!
This will not teach by lecturer or tutor
I think I have a quite nice experience with them all :)
Yea,it's time to prepare final exam right now
I will try hard and study hard!
Now 1.08am,I should go to my bed and sleep
Goodnight all :)